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I'll draw pretty much anything you want apart from Hentai XD And also I can't draw plants that well...I'll still do a drawing of that but ask at your own risk XD You may not like the results. They turn out demented.

If you want me to do an anime character or a video game character...Even if I haven't seen the game or anime I'll draw it =] but please be sure to give me a referance =]

with videos...Well...I only have rosario+Vampire clips and I'm currently downloading Kannazuki No Miko and Venus Versus Virus. My Rozen Maiden clips no longer work. I also don't have Kindgom hearts DN Angel or Wolfs rain clips or clips of Pikachu xD. But maybe sometime in the future I'll do them as well. I'm working on getting Elfen Lied clips or figuring out how to rip scens from DVDs xD

okay so now that I've said that... Alot of things have been going on..

First the good

I'm going to have lunch out with my sis down Pizza Hut during her break =3 Which will be nice. Actaully it'll be more of a bunch as I havent had breakfast! But they do all you can eat Pizza thing XD So yeah. I'm getting hungry but I wont be for long!

Lacy still wants to meet up so thats good =] I may be losing one friend (I'll get to that later) but at least I'm making another one =].

I only relized this yesterday but since I last talked to Jemma how I feel about stuff...She's backed off. She hasn't hinted to me about a relationship for like months o_O Which is good ^^ and I think we're becoming better friends now =] Though she wants to sleep round my place xD Not sure thats a good idea. XD

There's this game my sister told me about Time Hallow she said it looked like its going to be liek Zelda and asked if I would liek it. I looked up everything that has to do with it like personal reviews trailers for it (Surpisingly there are no english trailers oO Its like in japanease with no subs xD) and I have to say I'm already obsessed with it. I've been watching walkthroughs just so I can see the cut scenes...Its like an anime but its a game lol. They should make a film out of it if not a anime program =]. It has a really good plot ^^

I couldnt believe it when my sister said she brought it for me Haha I was really happy =]

Despite everything thats happened Hannah and Lucy are cool with me =] and I'm going to Lucys b day party on Sat and having a BQQ (though her actaul birthdya isn't until Sunday.)

Marias brithday is on Sunday by the way =] Be sure to wish her happy birthday

Okay...Now The Bad.

I've probably already said that a few weeks ago me Tiffany Hannah and Lucy had a bit of a disagreement which turned into an argument. Well..We all put it behind us...Apart from Tiffany that is who keeps bring it back up again.

She also doesn't like that their okay with me but not her. But the thing is I dropped it. I didn't keep going on. The day it all started Hannah said to stop it and that all have different opinions and Tiffany was like "No! I won't because I have strong feelings about this!" I admitted later to Hannah when she started tlaking about it for a few mintues when we next met up that some things I probably shouldnt have said because of this and because of that and basiclly apolized.

I never contacted Lucy or Hannah the day that the argument happened. Tiffany however sent a text to Hannah about it the very same day.

When she was round my place that was the first thing she talked about with Lucy. They obviously had an argument and then straight away after she sent Hannah a prative message blaming her for the arguement and accused her of making things up. Bascily having ago at her.

Also after the argument with Lucy when Lucy signed out she didn't think to leave it she had to prative message her and still go on about it.

I sent a message to Hannah as well but I was just telling her nicely and calmy what I thought of the whole situation.

While she was at my place she made me feel amazingly akwarkd. She just wouldn't drop it..I just ended up going with whatever she said in hopes of not starting a scene. I mean even when we weren't talking to them anymore. We were just drawing and she ended up doing pros and cons of self harming and then she was like Lets do the pros and cons of being Hannah's friend!!!

Anyway a few days ago Lucy and Hannah saw Tiffanys message and Lucy replied to it.

They start talking or more like Tiffany kept aruging with Lucy. Lucy and Hannah wasn't really asyign anything mean to her I was there the whole time. Anywho so when I get on the bus she sent me a text saying that they're being horrible to her and that she's going to tell Mandy (our teacher)

This is when I thought that I'm not going to say what she wants to hear anymore. So I said to her that there not really bullying her and that we've finished college now so there isn't much Mandy can do about it.

After that she was like well I'm not bothering them anymore there just being nasty. and I said to her that they actaully have a point in what their saying and that they HAD calmed down beforee they saw her message and I said I know I sent one to but I was just saying what I thought and they understood. That her message sounds like she's having ago at them.

After that she got her sister..her SISTER who is like what in their 20s or 30s to text me! Whatever, I replied back to her sister saying that we all tried putting it behind us but its mostly Tif that brings it up again. Even though the day this all started Hannah said to stop. That I'm not being horrible in text still want to be friends and that I'm saying what I honestly think.

Then after Tiffany texts me and blames it on Lucy!!

She really doenst like that I'm not agreeing with her Haha. But after she sent me message disagreeing with me a second later she sends me a text apolizing and askign if I'm still at college. I just said that I'm at home now (which I was to be honest oO)

Next day we didn't talk. Though to be PERFECTLY honest I don't often text people anyway unless I want to hang out or they text me first. So I was just being acting normal. I did think about the disagreement that day and dicided that she should probably text me first or call when she's calmed down.

Yesterday she sent me a message on facebook apolizing again saying that she doesn't want to lose me as a friend over it and THEN she still blamed Lucy! So nothing I said to her actaully sank in at all. She was all 'I sent that message ages ago so it was her that brought it back up again'.

I replied to her message saying I still want to be her friend but only if she generally sinericly wants to be mine. If I didn't want to be then I would have removed her from my friends list and block her by now.

I said to her that it mainly her that brings it back up again and that if she's going to say that about Lucy we could eqaully say that about her because it was a week later after that disagreement that she talked about it with Lucy, and sent Hannah message about it.

I said to her that I do remember hannah saying to stop it but she said No I wont because I have strong opinions about this.

I said to her how I felt when she was round my house.

I said to her about what happened with me and Hannah.

I said to her that this isn't the only reason shes' lost Lucy other stuff has happened between them and its probably because of this that Lucy has had enough. I told her that sometimes she apolize so quickly that it actaully does seem odd, then I said to her I've been thinking alot and that she's done other stuff with me that seem odd. again I reminded her that I'm just saying what I honestly think. I won't talk to her about what else she's done until she replies back and that I'll see if she's ready to actaully think about what I'm saying.

Now what else has she done? Haha I've already made an essay but here goes

A awhile ago she used to tell me that Jemma was sending her horrible messages calling her this and calling her that or said this. Thing is she never showed me the messages that Jemma apperently sent her. I only started thinking about it recently and its odd because if that was true Jemma would not bother inviting her to hang out with us.

I feel like I really need to say sometihng to her about it. Anywho I asked Jemma about it on MSN like if they ever argued on facebook and she told me that she never said anything to her. I have a gut feeling that Jemma's telling the truth.

Tiffany's probably jealous because Jemma likes me (as in more then friends) and that although she knows I dont feel the same way she sees it as a threat to our friendship.

Because of this I don't feel like I can trust her as much as I used to because its like...She was trying to ruin our friendship. Its a real selfish thing to do..These were people I cared about and people that cared about me...And she knew that.

I should have questioned it earlier maybe I'm too trusting of people sometimes or I'm still a little naive about things. Its only because of what happened that I started thinking about everything to be honest XD

Yer I'm done now XD

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